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Written by Karla Tipton
I was upset to hear that the city was
going to cut down two old trees on the street I grew up on
in North Barberton. It inspired me to write the following
essay. I guess you can't fight City Hall.
The Trees on Crawford Avenue
By Karla Tipton
Of course they're right. Those who say we Boomers are
spoiled.
Born between approximately 1945 and 1965, most of us
middle class grew up in a rare time in which childhood was
both idyllic and safe. Unlike the two generations that
came before us - including those who served in World War
II and those who grew up during it - the necessity to let
go of our youth came later rather than sooner.
And so, to the likes of us, the fate of two old trees that
stand in front of my parents' Barberton home - and that of
their next door neighbors' - seem not only to be
monumental, but of great spiritual significance.
The "city" - that "evil" institution,
that staunch representative of The Establishment that our
parents couldn't fight when we were kids (and still can't)
and that we fought against so fiercely when we were
teenagers - has
deemed it necessary to hack down the tree spirits who
served as proud sentinels of suburbia to the kids on
Crawford Avenue.
These are the trees that welcomed us after a rough day at
school, greeted us on our return from Grandma's, from the
tedium of our first job, the lessons of college and from
the long journeys of adult life when we returned home for
a much-needed visit.
These trees are now marked with big orange X's, signifying
their state-ordered execution for no crime but of
struggling to grow strong, on a
street where most of the other trees have already been
hauled away. In the eyes of the city, pushing up a few
cement sidewalk blocks is a capital crime.
Now these stalwarts of neighborhood life
are marked as traitors after decades of faithful service
to the cause of American middle class values, labeled by
the regime in power for extermination - a regime whose
ancestors
destroyed the spirit of their own city by tearing down its
founder's mansion in the name of progress for a few extra
tax dollars.
Such a comparison may seen too melodramatic to many people
for the sake of a couple of trees.
Perhaps.
And yet, to the Boomers who cherish their childhoods more
than their possessions (and that's saying a lot), the
destruction of our home trees is just one more glimpse of
our lost way of life.
And like one more layer of denial stripped as so much tree
bark from our disappointed selves, our expectations of the
world and our cherished
suburban dreams didn't quite turn out as promised back
then.
All that remain are sad stumps of hopelessness. Memories
of all that once seemed so solid, now lie as sawdust at
our feet.
And so we Boomers at last glimpse our own mortality which,
until recently,
we couldn't even imagine.
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